i wish to add this to my tumblr to make up for the depth of the last post
So ive been thinking alot about life.. and mainly what i fear in it. i have alot of common fears that others have but only to a mild extent such as i dont like being alone really ever so im almost never home, but my one main fear is that of death.
now i feel that everyone in some way is afraid of death. People could argue their points and id like to hear what they have to say but when you boil down to it the fear of death stems, atleast in my mind, from the dislike of pain, people obv dont want to get shot, undergo surgery, or have pain inflicted on them and in my mind i believe we all fear that due to it could cause our life functions to cease.
back to my point i fear death, but not as others do, no, my fear of death is pretty bad some times it keeps me up till 5 or 6 am, i dont think that im not going to wake up, no my fear of death is different. i dont fear dieing or how im going to die, i fear more of what happens after i die. i constantly fear that it may just be a perminate sleep, that my whole being just ceases and even as i write this on tumblr the thought of it shocks me to the core.
i used to be religious, so i always believed id go to either heaven or hell, either or would be better than just eternal abyss. its hard for me to come to a conclusion on what i believe will happen, id like to believe that id be re-incarnated as another being but who knows. if anyone has any ideas on what they believe will happen after our time on earth is over your most welcome to share them with me, in fact i incourage it.
on a related note, i stated that i used to be religious, i must admit i was verry happy during this time, but i found my own beliefs on the subject that i feel is better and makes more sense to me.
till next time dudes and dudettes
hey tumblr. i havent been here in a while, man weve had some good times i remember that one time with jeff bridges.. and that other time with protien.. yeah well ive been a way for a while from this tumblr thing. why you ask
your not dumb..
unless your mike regan in disguise…
i knew you werent
anyway yeah ive been bustin my fanny with college stuff aswell as working on my acting career i have a few opportunities coming up for diff roles and stuff ill keep you posted
anyanyway ive been keeping up with my jeff bridges movie marathon new years resolution thing… yeah its a thing
i got ten movies out of his 68 down!
im out of breath now so i leave you with this
Its Jeff Bridges wednesday! and i havent posted in a while but ill NEVER miss a day to preach the glory of the great one
today i wouldnt stop talking to various people about how i was to view the great JB in the new Tron movie and what better way to see his glory than in IMAX 3d??
NO BETTER WAY
well i guess if you he was there with you thus ud be able to watch him watching himself in IMAX 3D which would be a fun story to tell others but its besides the point.
today was a routine day i went searching for an xmas gift for my gf but to no avail
casey was able to find what she needed tho which was good
it was also fun riding in the convertable
then i hung out with the gf for a while we played with my cousins and helped my gma babysit and such then i cooked for her and we watched year without a santac Claus
may Bridges be with you
yeah he won a golden globe why u ask? CUZ HES EFFING JEFF BRIDGES
so today i woke up in the morning feeling nothing like p diddy
[worst line of a song ever]
i called nolsons dad and we looked at a car.. were inconclusive about weither or not its a good car yet so im gonna call a mechanic tomorrow
after that my cousins came over and decorated cookies
i then ate cuz i didnt feel good and nolson picked me up
we got our tron tickets and our friends picked us up to go to hampton to get the official icp drink even though i hate icp with a burning passion
we even had to listen to a few icp songs i wanted to shoot myself
but we get to hampton and nothing was open so they all ran on the beach as i took a piss break
we then got taco bell and thats all that really happened today
i may go lift weights idk if its a thing
so yesterday was my normal day for the exception that i looked at a car that may be promising im not sure
anyway its red
i like red
any-anyway i worked yesterday
any-any-anyway i told a couple the phrase that is the title of this post and thats the one thing i thought of to name this
so today i woke up at the usual 12:40 pm… typical so anyway i go on facebook…as usual and nothing exciting happened so i go downstairs and decide to make chicken nuggets.. as i do so my gf calls me to state that shes picking me up to go shopping before i go to work i said sure and everything then after we hung up i thought
“shit.. will i have time to nom my nuggets?”
oh and i also ripped my pants i was wearing for work so i bought tight ones at bobs
similar to those their comfortable, i kinda want to get more, idk if its a thing tho…
So today i woke up
two seconds later my gf called me
she asked if it was ok if she picked me up in an hour and i said sure but i gotta clean the bathroom first
so i cleaned the bathroom..
i also got dressed because i didnt want to be naked today.
so i ended up going on a journey with her to go do some xmas shopping that my gma couldnt cuz were good kids and like to help her out.
anyway i ended up getting a gift for her brother and got 2 thirds of the gifts my gma wanted to pick up today. after that we went to my gfs house and took her brother and sister to newbury comics and 5 below. i ended up picking up coraline cuz i heard it was good and i also got a kiss cd as well as a hat it was pretty fun.
oh and as for the title
i watched tron today with my gf whose name btw is nolson.
anyway tron further cemented my burning love for movies that feature Jeff Bridges. he is a god
btw i may feature pictures of jeff bridges on many wednesdays to come idk if its a thing yet